naw, i still don’t celebrate shit
got no finish lines established, need to build their destination
hope never wins against self-hatred
success is not a physical sensation, yet i still desire to taste it
not sure if i’m allowed, or is pursuing folly?
the walls got arms and they pulling on me
wetting wounds and scars when doing laundry
i’m a vacuum personified in a human body
i move tsunamis and i dwarf voids
i need more luck and i need more poise
spent EXP on self-awareness
what a poor choice
to level up i will need more points
i need a potion for my sore voice
i need an antidote to battle the poison within
but see reality is rather annoying and grim
i started off feeling sad
and just over in ten months, i’ll make a mill and feel exactly as hopeless again
i’ll take a perfect day and rearrange its shape
i’ll wear the crown and fucking hate how it frames my face
guess celebrate i can’t
i hear “good morning”, then i hate my day

Since birth, I had a problem with focusing
I did my dirt, trying to hop out the locusts' den
I hunter-gathered for them platinum plaques, yeah
I Saint Nick'ed 'em, put a sack on my lap
You said I'd never be shit, and boy, you god damn right
That's why you searching up my name across your broadband twice
I'm on my Master P
Fuck being humble, I dropped a masterpiece
A bucket of bumps I gives a fuck if you stunting
Every one of my squad can out-rap you
It's real cheesy 'til the fucking mouse traps you
I'm puffing blunts against a California skyline
808s blaring out the oldest Alpines
Ain't shit funny but the Douglas, I'm a pumice I rock
Throwing stones through the glass? That's my block
I put my city in the rearview until it stopped existing
I'm Future Trunks from out the time machine, you spot the difference
Hold that
Homie think he Bojack, but not the horseman
I never signed my name on the line or got endorsements
It was never on my plate or even sitting in my fridge
I just want a car that works, a nice Christmas or some shit
I hate you punks trying to mangle my good time
I swear my life's hella strange, but it looks fine
Whatever
I hate you punks trying to mangle my good time
I swear my life's hella strange, but it looks fine
Fuck you talking bout?

I don’t really like it here
I can’t really fight the fear
Fear is all I’ve ever known
Darkness has made living weird
Weird as In a fantasy
Fanatic of catastrophe
Fantastic as the sadness feels
Causation or a casualty
Casually I sunk into
My blues look like a jazzer sings
Fell through the dirt
I knew the hurt
Would move me forward
Like to track to train
Jump to the brink
Of losing hope
I float allowing me to dream

exo
exo

Live as Lucidly as coke
To snort the callous in my brain and
Since I clueless elope
With karmas madness
Yet again
Found delusion by the boast
A bastard to the game
Who Played a cruelty in folk
I planned a mass to kick the pain
Bound and slew me by the rope
Attachment to the chain
We made a movie scene at most
Cult classic by the name
As if improving on the joke
Brought character refrain
Know the move we made in short
Sought action of the same
Same conclusion that I knew
Would lead down the darkest alleyway

Anxiety reigns
Whole life been tying these chains
I rearrange time to get by it unphased
Fog clears, vice grips tightly embrace
The prospect that I'm right for this place
Steps quicken left feelin effortless
It's in the chest, it's in the heart I'm on the precipice
I manifest every thought like it's self evident
Y'all ain't never been this
Im fleelin well as it gets
Then it creeps in across all the static
I see the signal and react like I'm an addict
I need to know what I've been doing while I'm at it I'ma check again and see if there's some reason I should panic
I assumed I was okay
But it's back and its worse than i thought
All the shit that said and the person that i saw
Wasn't me
Don't know who the fuck it is
That wasn't me
Now I play through the interactions of every person that I've seen
Booming now
You can't fool me now
Dope man never cooling down
Who is fooling now

exo
Booming now
You can't fool me now
Dope man never cooling down
Who is fooling now
exo
exo